1st day to forget and also a nice day for me..

Yesterday night sleep at 5am morning..

Cant sleep oh..

Then morning 9am wake up jor...

I'm damn tired lo..

But i promise my family to go IKEA together at this morning..

So i go take a bath and eat breakfast..

After breakfast we going to IKEA to shopping..

Parking full when we reach there..Search for so long only got parking for us..

Haha..When walking to the mall take the pic..

Now suddenly like to take pic.

Dunno y..

Walk so long also dunno wan buy what thing..

IKEA really sien leh..

At last buy something for my room only..

Lunch time go eat also cant find a place to sit..

Need to wait until 15 minute only got place to sit..

After eat continue walk inside the IKEA mall..

My leg start to pain ad.. >.<

For tea time we go a desert shop..

There got many desert to eat..

Erm dunno wan choose which wan..

At the last i decide to call Sweet Manggo Low cuz weather hot and the manggo got alot of ice..

Haha...

And call for 1 Korea Udon..

The price wont expensive or cheap lo..

Ok ok lo...

Haha..No need worry cuz is my mother paying..

Wakaka..

This is the good thing when go out wit family...

At last 4.30pm like that finish shopping..

Take a break at Starbuck and buy Mocha to drink..

Haha...

Going back home with tired body and painful leg..

Omg..I need a rest..=.=

Below is the picture i take...

The food i finish eat...haha...

Mocha~~

Parking full when we at there...

Maybe...

Now is midnight ad..

But still cant sleep..

No mood? Maybe...

Keep thinking should i give up?

Maybe...

Hard to giv up also..

Got try b4 but hard...

Many ppl say gemini ppl wil easy fall in love to a ppl and easy change heart also...

But i'm not tat kind of ppl?

I wish i was..

At least wont make me feel so suffer..

Cant say suffer..

Cuz no ppl call me to fall in love wit with her...

Love is blind~~~

Mayb she stil dunno i'm still loving her..

Mayb she thiinking i'm playing?

Cuz i'm like a playful ppl all the time...

Got many time i wanna tell her bout my feeling..

But no dare...

I dun wan we cannot be friend anymore..

Actually we keep our relationship as friend is good for both of us..

Mayb she not yet prepare for new relationship?

Mayb she enjoying single life..

Mayb she dun like me..

Mayb she dun wan ppl control her..

Mayb she scare let ppl hurt and play again.

Mayb i'm not good enough for her..

Mayb i'm not the right guy for her..

Mayb her heart still got that guy?

Maybe between us just can be friend?

Alot of maybe appear in my brain..

Non stop coming out..

I need to stop thinking bout this ad..

But cant..

When i'm alone..

I will start thinking of this..

When i driving alon i also will like tat..

Sometime will try to take my phone and msg her..

When my msg write finish ad..

I never send to her..

Just delete it..

I like to chat wit her..

I like to sms wit her..

I like to spend my time with her..

Even is 5 minute i also happy..

But most of my time is for friend,sport and family..

Her time also for friend and work..

This is the thing make me sad..

I just wish i can spend 1 day going out wit her..

As a friend only..

Like tat is enough for me..

I hope she like the birthday present that i prepare for her..

I hope i can celebrate her birthday together,blow cake together..I really hope i can do it..

I hope she never knw wat i'm thinking and my feel..

I hope she will happy forever..

I hope she will find a bf that suitable for her...

From this moment..

The guy who loving u for all the time is die..

Wait and wait..

Feel tired ad..Headache ad..
But still waiting for someone..
Waiting to chat wit her..
Waiting her online..
Wait and wait..

Today whole day no go out..
No smoke also..
Only at night go out a while and smoke bout 4 batang...
This is the good starting for me...

Erm..
Am I stupid?
Haha.. No ppl knw it also..
Will u wait a ppl until midnight?
Dunno u all will o not..
But i really will...
Haha...^^
Erm..When knw she on9 ad..
I also happy ad..
Whole day no mood..
Dunno y..
Maybe is i start to change ad..
Change to how?
I also dunno...

New name for myself..Secret Guy..

At the morning 4am i still cant sleep..

Dunno y..This few day also like that..

Just cant sleep at the early..

Secret Guy..

I think this name suitable for me..

Maybe i really have many secret..

Keep and keep..

Dun want share with people..

Even is friend i also dun wan share..

When i realize something about myself and that is the truth..

I trying to proof it that i'm serious..

No ppl believe and the thing i do, it may wrong and bring many effect to other ppl...

I keep it as a secret..

Didnt tell any ppl...

Even is i hope the ppl knw bout the secret..

I also scare to tell the ppl..

This is the thing i fear..

When you wan tell a ppl something but u scare to tell the ppl..

What do u feel?

Suffer?

The feeling i having now i guess no ppl will knw it..

I like a pic...

The pic say :"Whenever I Miss U,i wont look 4 u in my dream or try to hear ur voice in ur msg.I just put my right hand across my chest and feel U."

Meaningful and i love it so much..

This sentencse really got that meaning..

Now i put my right hand across my chest..

I really feel u..

Who r u?

Do u realize?

Should i just take u away by using my right hand?

Ops sry i try b4 ad..

Cant do it also..

But no ppl will knw who the person i saying..

Erm..Mayb time can make me change..

Future thing no ppl knw also..

Haha...

Again..I'm in love again but the ending not happy as i wish..

When from the starting i didnt know i will fall in love with her..
But whose knw future thing..
At the end i really fall in love with her..
Make me confuse bout my feeling to her..
Sometime will worry her..
Sometime really miss her..
Even is i say i miss her she also will say : "Dont play la..."
Haha..

Mayb is i playful..
Make she to believe me..
This problem i got share with a friend..
He call me just go ahead and chase,dun care how does ppl say..
Cuz wan find a girl u really love is hard..
But i scare..
I got think wan to give up on her..
But,i can do it o not?
My friend scold me..
Be like a man..
Fight for the thing u really wan..
This is a man will do..
But i cant..
I knw between us is impossible to couple..
So i didnt put any hope also..
I just wish her can be happy..
No matter what happen must remember got me this ppl will care bout her and worry her..

My mouth is say give up her..
But my heart not say like that...
Actually what should i need to do?
I also dunno...

BJV 7405

This car now wanted at Klang area!
VERY FAST!
VERY NICE!
VERY PRO!
Today night when i going back home from berkeley i saw this car..
I didnt mean to race wit this car..
But my time is limited..
So i potong him at berkeley..
I stil think the car wont chase come..
But when i looking at the side mirror..
The car at behind me and very fast..
I think it wan to race with me..
So i accept the race and i tekan minyak and go..
It wont stop chasing..
Until kwang hua there he try to cut me from right hand side..
Lucky i saw it..
Then i drive my car at the center of the road..
So he cant cut me..
When we nearby station 1 there..
I make a mistake..He cut from left hand side..
And i keep going to chase him..
But i lose it..
He too fast..
The car was fast and i really admire him..
His car is..

TYPE : PROTON SAGA BLM (PROTON SAGA SUBARU,PROTON SAGA MITSUBISHI,PROTON SAGA MYVI (after modify) )
RIMS : FINAL SPEED 15 inch
ENJIN : ORIGINAL PROTON ENJIN
CAR NO.PLAT : BJV 7405
CAR TEAM : G-XeonZ

Awesome car!!
Pls pay attention when saw his car at highway..
This car wont simply race with other ppl..
See your luck!!

林伟杰你让我觉得我是失败的朋友。。

林伟杰。。
对你真的彻底的失望。。
我还以为我们的友情是坚硬的。。像石头那样。。
我是以石头之心跟你交朋友。。
你呢？
以玻璃之心吧。。
我做错什么？
我对不起你吗？有亏待过你吗？
为什么整天就是会对我说：FUCK YOU！而已？
难道没有别的话了吗？

真的不懂该如何。。
以后有你在的地方就没有我在。。这样好吗？
那你就不用一直骂了。。
而我也不用那么辛苦要给你讲。。
好伤心。。
你竟然会这样。。