厌倦了..

对所有的一切都厌倦..
生活..
学业..
感情..
家人..
朋友..
全都厌倦了..

Hot day..

Shit today weather very hot..
Damn!!Hate it so much...
Wk ah Wk ah..
Keep bull shit wit me at car..
Sien lo..
Give u suan 99..
What i do wrong wor?
I treat her also just a friend la..
U think many only ma..
Keep saying that kind of thing..
U got other thing to say o not oh?
Friend cannot treat friend good?
I treat all friend also same de lo..
Haiz..
All misunderstand me la..
Explain only will make it more complicated..
What can i do?
Nvm la..
Accept it lo..
If from the starting i didnt do like that..
The ending also wont become like this..
All is my mistake..
F**K!!
But now really ntg ad ma..
Mayb u dunno what i thinking but i knw wat i'm thinking..
Even is got something in my brain..
I also keep it as a secret for me..
I dun wan share wit other ppl..
I dun like share wit other ppl..
The friend that i tell them is because i trust them..
Them understand..
Them will help me to keep as secret also..
Time will prove everything..

Tuesday..Normal day..

Wake up..
Brush teeth..
Cook myself eat myself..
Wash shirt..
Argue wit sis..
This is my afternoon thing..
Night play ball..

B4 go play ball singh call me to drink tea in front of my house mamak..
He tell me that his ex gf got msg her...
But he didnt reply..
Dunno is real o not..
He wil no reply?
Haha..Hard to believe lo...
I feel that singh very love her..
Haha...
Is a good thing for him...
But he say his ex playing him..
Is playing or not this i dunno lo..
Hope he will solve his problem soon..
Haha...


After finish play ball very tired ah..
My finger pain also..Bengkak..
Haiz..Pity la...
Then go drink tea wit friend..
Today tea is free...
My friend mother treat us eat..
So good...
Next time should call her mother come drink tea wit us again..


Back home after bath i online a while..
See the msn list..
She offline ad..
Haiz...Cant chat wit her...
But nvm la..
Mayb she tired ad..
Today joey share her problem wit me...
Argue wit her bf...
Sad for her..
If can dun argue ma...
Haha..But i hope 2mr them will be good back..


My old friend kuan ong change d..
Change to like normal d..
Like last time de kuan ong..
And he meet a girl that can bully him..
Good job my brother...
Haha...
Dun give up easily...
Just wait her until september...
Haha...

Write until here...
Bb...

Boring and moody monday...

Monday...
This is the worst monday that i have..
Moody..
No motivate..
Alone...
Thinking...
What can i do in my life?
I knw many thing can do..
But this monday make me feel like shit..
My friend having problem wit his gf..
Argue then break up..
He say that the girl cheat him play him..
But together so long ad..
Stil will cheat and play u meh brother?
Actually my friend gf also childish wan la..
Small matter also wan argue wit him..
I suggest him leave the girl for long time ad..
Haha..
Now break up ad..
Is a good news for both of them..


When u fall in love with a person..
U will giv up easily?
I think i start to give up ad..
Haha..
Not sure yet lo..
Mayb i choose to love her in my heart..
Aikz..
Stop thinking bout this better..
This just make me feel no mood=.=
Got anything can let me do to cheer up?
Feel boring in my life ad..
Find ppl to chat..
But no one can chat wit me..
The one who understand me not at my side also...
Haiz sien la...
When i will start a nice relationship?
Dun think better...
What have past is gone ad..
Only left the memory in my brain..

Midnight Bloger

In the midnight,all ppl is sleeping..

But i'm not sleeping..

Is i cant sleep well...

My heart thinking of her again..

Y will start to think of her?

I try to dun sms her dun think her..

But i cant..

No matter what i doing i also will think of her..

When i'm eating..

Izzit she also eating?

Or still not yet eat?

When i'm at outside..

I will think what she doing now?

My brain will auto start to think of her..

I keep blame myself..

Y will like tat?

I cant continue like that..

I need to stop behave like tat..

I must do it!!

Actually what does Friend mean?

Always hang out?

Always contact?

Knw each other for long time mean is a friend?

I dont knw the meaning of Friend for long time ad..

Who can explain to me?

Who can tell me?

Who can be my friend?

Who can teach me how to find a friend?

Who can let me knw go where to find a real friend?

Friendship forever still appear in this world?

Or just say by mouth only?

If didnt have any meaning,y many ppl like to say it?

Ntg to say d...

Continue my blog 2mr better..

1st day to forget and also a nice day for me..

Yesterday night sleep at 5am morning..

Cant sleep oh..

Then morning 9am wake up jor...

I'm damn tired lo..

But i promise my family to go IKEA together at this morning..

So i go take a bath and eat breakfast..

After breakfast we going to IKEA to shopping..

Parking full when we reach there..Search for so long only got parking for us..

Haha..When walking to the mall take the pic..

Now suddenly like to take pic.

Dunno y..

Walk so long also dunno wan buy what thing..

IKEA really sien leh..

At last buy something for my room only..

Lunch time go eat also cant find a place to sit..

Need to wait until 15 minute only got place to sit..

After eat continue walk inside the IKEA mall..

My leg start to pain ad.. >.<

For tea time we go a desert shop..

There got many desert to eat..

Erm dunno wan choose which wan..

At the last i decide to call Sweet Manggo Low cuz weather hot and the manggo got alot of ice..

Haha...

And call for 1 Korea Udon..

The price wont expensive or cheap lo..

Ok ok lo...

Haha..No need worry cuz is my mother paying..

Wakaka..

This is the good thing when go out wit family...

At last 4.30pm like that finish shopping..

Take a break at Starbuck and buy Mocha to drink..

Haha...

Going back home with tired body and painful leg..

Omg..I need a rest..=.=

Below is the picture i take...

The food i finish eat...haha...

Mocha~~

Parking full when we at there...

Maybe...

Now is midnight ad..

But still cant sleep..

No mood? Maybe...

Keep thinking should i give up?

Maybe...

Hard to giv up also..

Got try b4 but hard...

Many ppl say gemini ppl wil easy fall in love to a ppl and easy change heart also...

But i'm not tat kind of ppl?

I wish i was..

At least wont make me feel so suffer..

Cant say suffer..

Cuz no ppl call me to fall in love wit with her...

Love is blind~~~

Mayb she stil dunno i'm still loving her..

Mayb she thiinking i'm playing?

Cuz i'm like a playful ppl all the time...

Got many time i wanna tell her bout my feeling..

But no dare...

I dun wan we cannot be friend anymore..

Actually we keep our relationship as friend is good for both of us..

Mayb she not yet prepare for new relationship?

Mayb she enjoying single life..

Mayb she dun like me..

Mayb she dun wan ppl control her..

Mayb she scare let ppl hurt and play again.

Mayb i'm not good enough for her..

Mayb i'm not the right guy for her..

Mayb her heart still got that guy?

Maybe between us just can be friend?

Alot of maybe appear in my brain..

Non stop coming out..

I need to stop thinking bout this ad..

But cant..

When i'm alone..

I will start thinking of this..

When i driving alon i also will like tat..

Sometime will try to take my phone and msg her..

When my msg write finish ad..

I never send to her..

Just delete it..

I like to chat wit her..

I like to sms wit her..

I like to spend my time with her..

Even is 5 minute i also happy..

But most of my time is for friend,sport and family..

Her time also for friend and work..

This is the thing make me sad..

I just wish i can spend 1 day going out wit her..

As a friend only..

Like tat is enough for me..

I hope she like the birthday present that i prepare for her..

I hope i can celebrate her birthday together,blow cake together..I really hope i can do it..

I hope she never knw wat i'm thinking and my feel..

I hope she will happy forever..

I hope she will find a bf that suitable for her...

From this moment..

The guy who loving u for all the time is die..