♥ 13 ♥

不爱就不要选择，爱了就要坚持。
真正的幸福是一点一点争取的，是一天一天积累的。
不要去伤害爱你的人，也不要让你爱的人受伤害。
成熟不是看你的年龄有多大，而是看你的肩膀能挑起多重的责任。
爱一个人要用心，诚心相待，真心交流，恒心相守。
不要计较太多的得与失，感情没有绝对的公平，也没有绝对的对错，要学会用一颗宽容的心包容对方的缺点与失误。
在一起是一种缘分，真的好珍贵，不要轻易让爱人哭泣伤心，好好珍惜在一起的每一分钟，美好的回忆应该留给快乐和欢笑。
无论遇到什么事情，不要轻易说分手，不要轻易放弃感情，下一站未必比她好。
相信你的爱人，不要总是怀疑她的诚意，亲密之余给彼此留一点自己的空间。
经常想念对方，哪怕她的坏，设身处地的多为对方着想，永远别让她的面孔变得陌生。
其实每个人一开始都不懂爱情，与爱人一起经历一些事情，甚至一起经历一些痛苦，才能变得成熟，才会懂得珍惜。
爱了就爱了，永远不要说后悔。只是一定要记住，让相爱的日子多一点欢乐，不要留下遗憾。
爱一个人是一件很幸福，又很辛苦的事。
我总是希望可以与我的爱人“执子之手，与子偕老”
所以我总是告诉自己：“选我所爱，爱我所选！！！既然我选择了，我也会用心的对待，我不想让我们彼此陌生，所以我用心的等待......
我永远等着你！选了你，我一定会等你!!!!

13对我来说都是很有意思的意义..
如果你有看我的blog,我想你应该会明白这意思吧.. ^^
都是因为13.. =）
晚安了..

* 好闷 *

凌晨4点.. 我对着电脑发呆.. 虽然是很累可是还是睡不下.. 心里有好多话想对你说.. 那些话我都没勇气在信息里告诉你.. 没勇气面对面跟你说.. 自己收在心中.. 辛苦的是自己.. 告诉自己要习惯没有跟你联络的习惯.. 可是就是不能控制自己.. 或许现在我还是放不下吧.. 也很难放下.. 付出了太多的感情,收不回了.. 我没有怪你,因为我从来没想过自己会这样做.. 我没有后悔,因为你值得我去爱.. 我没有后悔,因为我知道我爱的是你.. 不是你把我搞成这样.. 而是我自己无发放下你.. 也许时间能冲淡一切..

听别人说,双子座的人都是很花心的..对吗？我不认为..我是双子座的人..为什么我不会是花心的一个人呢？为什么我不能见一个爱一个呢？为什么我不能放下你呢？为什么我不能不想你呢？ 为什么我不能不爱你呢？为什么为什么为什么？如果我是花心的人,那就不会那么辛苦了吧..
这几天我都没睡好..害怕睡觉的时候..闭上眼睛,你就出现了..此刻我真的很想你..此刻我真的想抱你..可是都已经不可能了..你已经不再会是我的谁了..只能怪自己,太傻了...虽然一整天都跟你信息着,可是我想告诉你的话都没说..想关心你,问问你今天过得好吗?有喝多点水吗？做工累吗？一切关于你的我都想知道..好不习惯没有你的存在..我好想你!!!!

搁浅这首歌.. 好好听，很有意思.. 突然爱上了这首歌.. "我只能永远读着对白 读到我给你的伤害 我原谅不了我 就请你当作我已不在" 这歌词很有意思... 我真的不能原谅自己对你说的话.. 因为太过份了.. 虽然你说你原谅了我.. 可是在我心里我还是无法原谅自己..请你把我当作是一个坏人,一个伤害你的人..这样我才不会那么内疚..在我心里,我真的没有想过要放弃你,离开你..可是我却说了出口..真的后悔了..终于,再没机会说我爱你..难道想你想你想你只能收藏在心底吗？

再好的东西，都有失去的一天。
再深的记忆，也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
再美的梦，也有苏醒的一天。
该放弃的决不挽留。
该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过;也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。

我真的很想你啊!!
我不想失去你啊!!

* 选择了放弃 *

今天,是我放弃了你的第一天..
虽然说放弃,可是我还是很想念你..
想问问今天的你过得好吗?
做工有做到累坏了吗?
肚子还有痛吗?
好多问题想问问你..
想听听你的声音..
昨天,
做了傻决定..
明知道我是不可能会放弃你,离开你的..
可是我还是说了出口..
当时,我的心好痛..
你打来,我没勇气接你的电话..
只好叫朋友听..
当时好想听听你的声音..
要跟你说声 ：对不起,我太过分了..
可是我就是没那种勇气说出口..
面对你,形成了很大的压力..
我连面对你都没勇气..
一颗爱你的心,
突然变成对你内疚的心..

是时候我开始忘了关于你..
习惯没有你的信息,
习惯没有你的消息,
习惯没有你的关心,
习惯没有你的来电,
习惯没有你的白天,
习惯没有你的黑夜..
开始习惯你已经离开了我..
当初我选择了爱上你这条路,
我没有后悔过..
我对自己说,再怎么辛苦都要走下去..
可是我走得好累..
当我决定了放弃你,
当我决定了离开你,
当我决定了不爱你,
当我决定了不想你,
我的心好痛,好痛..
就像一把刀在我心里不断地刺着..
一次又一次地伤害你,
我觉得自己好坏..
我无法原谅我自己..
我不断得看着电话..
希望会有你的信息..
我无法不想你..
此刻我真的好想你..
好想看看你..
好想拥抱你..
好想听你的声音..
你知道吗?
我拿起了电话拨了你的号码,
可是没勇气继续按..
我对你说的话对你的伤害是很深..
一时的冲动,
还来我此刻的遗憾..
我想挽回..
可以吗？你愿意吗？
这些话我都想告诉你..
可是我没那个勇气告诉你..
太多的话想对你说..
可是都没机会了..
再也没有机会对你说声,
我爱你..真的很爱你..
我不要失去你..
请你原谅我...

等待也是一种幸福吗？

深夜里，一个人的房间，感觉很寂寞..
深夜里，一个人在思考，感觉很孤单..

望着天花板，问问自己..
等待是一种幸福吗?
幸福不是要争取，珍惜的吗?
为什么会变成等待?
等待也是会有痛苦的一面..
只是没人懂而已..

有人说，放手也是一种解脱..
或许是，或许不是..
我相信每个人的看法都不一样吧..

对一段没了感情的恋爱放手，
是给彼此一个好的解脱..
当双方都对彼此的爱意淡了，没爱了，
放手吧..
因为不管你/妳再怎么努力挽回，
那感觉始终都不会再出现了..
一段没感情的恋爱，
一旦放手了，就不要再回头看..
因为已经变成了回忆..
坚持着这样的恋爱是不会幸福的..
幸福的定义是什么呢?
对我而言，
不一定要拥有你/妳爱的人..
只要看着他/她过得快乐，
就足够了..

有的爱情是两个人承担，
有的爱情是一个人承担..

按着电话里的信息，全都是你的名字出现..
看着我每天写的一些秘密，都是关于你和我之间的东西..
像个小日记，满满都是你..
这些都已成了我的习惯..
今天看戏时，我对你说错了什么吗?
你生气了，还是累了?
直接没理我了..
我也很无奈..
电影我也没再去看了..
只是握着电话，等待你的回信或来电..
直到电影完了，电话还是空空的...
我想打给你，可是按了号码就关了..
信息打好了要发给你，可是没发..
把信息删除了..
你选择不理我，会有你的理由..
我也不能做什么...
我等..一直等..
有时我真的好累，等地好累..
我真的累了...

一段完整的路，一段破旧的路，
让我选..
既然选了，就要好好走完..
路途上，我是一个人..
我还是努力走完..
累了就休息，休息好了继续走完..
我才发现，这是一段走不完的路..
走得我好累好累..

*迷失方向*

人类如果没有心脏那就好了..受伤不会流泪..
电脑在播着 小鬼-不屑 这首歌..
给了我很多感觉..
心想着，如果人类没有心脏真的那么好?
流泪不代表脆弱，而是有感觉，在乎...
虽然说，没有谁是值得你为他/她流泪，值得的那位不会想要你哭..
可是谁能控制自己?
当你/妳流泪时，是不是都很伤心?
也有人会开心而流泪..
而我，只有伤心时流泪..
不是我脆弱，而是我无法控制自己..

好久没上部落格了，
没想到一上了就是伤心..
除了这里，还有地方给我诉苦吗?
当我需要人来听我诉苦，没人在..
不是我不信任任何人，而是我在乎别人的眼光..
我努力的伪装，
我努力的开心，
我努力的玩耍，
我努力的做回我自己，
我努力了又再努力..
可是都只是伪装..
心里面都是苦和酸..
脸上的笑容都是假的..
当我努力地开心，我很辛苦..
伤心有很多理由，但开心是不需要理由..
问问自己，我开心吗?
我不开心!!
我的伪装，太弱了..
我累了...
朋友呢?兄弟呢?
我看不到..
我找不到自我..
我想回到以前的我..
脸带笑容，不是伪装，而是真实..
我不想伪装，

我不想脸带笑容可是心里是伤心..

很伟大？很吊？

我是大家的出气筒？还是我想太多？<--- 某某人在他的MSN还有FB这样写。。

谁会拿你来出气？
开个玩笑，认真打球不对吗？
有做错的可以说出来。。
你还要收收着。。
问你还不说。。
ADD你进聊天室直接走人?
很帅？
很伟大？
大家有什么不爽不能说？
把我们当外人？
我们是要问你什么事..
关心不能？
有错？
难道要我们求你说什么事？
不爽什么？
谁做错什么你说。。
不说会有人懂吗？
有什么都收起来不要跟我们说，算是朋友，兄弟，亲戚？

什么事你都不说..
问你的时候就说没事啦没事啦...
如果没事何必写一些东西？
有事坦白说..
会很难？很辛苦？很Pek Cek?
还是我们会吃你？
有对有错说啦...
全世界都要求你，你才会说？
你认为，什么事你都自己收起来就代表你伟大？
这样友谊才会久？还会永恒？
你什么都收起来不要说只会让人觉得你很孤僻....
或许你认为跟我们说是Lebih的..
可是你至少让我们知道我们做错什么你会这样说..
我是大家的出气筒？<-- 很大的意思咯 朋友！！ 兄弟！！ 亲戚！！

当你的眼睛眯着笑..
当你喝可乐当你吵..
我想对你好..
你从来不知道..
想你想你..
也能成为嗜好~~
王心凌的“当你”..
突然爱上这首歌..

当我没事做我会想着你..
当我睡醒时我会想着你..
当我上课时我会想着你..
当我睡觉是我会想着你..
当我在打球，都希望着你会传个简讯来..
可是这都不可能发生啊..
我没抱着什么希望，因为我知道我们只是朋友..
我也知道我们之间是不可能..
已经两天没在msn看到你了..
我真的想你..
想念你的微笑..
想念你扁嘴的模样..
想念你害羞的模样..
想念你对我挥手说拜拜的模样..
想念你要做猪的模样..
想念你穿着可爱的睡衣在整理东西时的模样..
当你在忙时，还会偷看我有没有写什么..
我都很想念着你..
在msn时我都很珍惜能看到你的时间..
就算你还没上线，我都会等你..
就像你有时没回我信息,我也是会等待着..
因为我相信你会上msn，你会回信息给我..
无论我在干嘛，都是会想着你..
难道我真的把想你变成我的嗜好？
这嗜好能改吗？
我想能吧..

爱一个人一定要拥有她吗？
为什么不想看，你爱她/他可是他/她有爱你吗？
就算你得到她，她的心一定会有你吗？
为什么不要从别的角度去想看？
爱她/他，就要她/他幸福..
爱她/他，就要她/他快乐..
爱她/他，就要她/他自己选择..
尊重她/他的决定..
她/他选择别人而不是你，
那就放手吧..
为一段没可能的感情执着下去，有意思吗？
一段不会有结果的感情，值得等待吗？

有个朋友，对前女友承诺了会等她..
可是那女生有了别的男朋友..
那我请问你,哪位小姐还值得你去等吗？
我会这样劝他，可是自己呢?
就连自己的感情都搞不清楚还有资格教别人吗？

我没胆..
没胆告诉你我爱你..
为什么？
我自己也不懂..
当你叫我出去吃还是去找你，
我都不敢..
记得有一次我准备了要去找你一起吃，
突然妈妈说有人要来修理屋子..
我也没办法..

我爱你..
我在乎你
我是认真..
我不是玩玩..
虽然我们之间没可能，但是没关系..
做个朋友，我也满足..
我爱你，可是你不爱我啊..
我也没办法..
难道我要逼你吗？
我选择祝福你幸福快乐..
因为我爱你!!

谁看了有留comment也麻烦留下你的大名哦..
谢谢^^ 感恩 ^^

等待..

下午到现在我一直在等待着..
等待你上线...
等待你睡醒...
等待你回信...

你在干吗呢？
吃了晚餐了?
嘴巴还痛吗？
我都不懂..
希望你没事哦...

感觉前几天的快乐，
好像被风带走了...
走得无影无踪...
感觉不到快乐...
或许这就是终点吧..
谁知道？没有人吧..
真的是，
---->只欠一句我爱你,只欠一句你答应<----

失眠..为什么?

凌晨5点..我还是很清醒..
刚才是喝过酒了..照理说我应该是很快就睡了..
可是我还是不能睡..
什么都没做..
只听唐禹哲的歌-只欠一句我爱你..
真的很爱这首歌..

刚才她对我说没心情..
我在想到底她什么事了..
等待她上线可是她没上了..
我很失望..
Sms 给她，没回信..
她说想哭..
该不会真的在哭了吗?
那一瞬间，我好不希望她哭..
不想她没心情..
不想她哭..
只想她会开心..
只想她会微笑..
心好酸..
过后她回信了..
说没哭，只是心情不好..
我在想，你真的没事？
好像打给你..
可是没勇气打给她..
只好传封简讯..
问她，你要告诉我为什么没心情吗？
也是没回信..
只好不要打扰她了..
跟她说声晚安然后电话就放在床旁边..
传了简讯突然觉得自己好像在乎她..还是不在乎呢？

看着电脑，发呆，思考着..
一直希望电话会响..
响了！可惜不是你..
很失望..
不断问自己到底怎么了？
要两点了，电话突然响..
是你..
问我睡了吗，在干吗？
感觉自己很敷衍的的回信给你..
对不起，我也不懂自己怎么了..
对你说了晚安..
就觉得心情很低落..

*只欠一句我爱你 没胆亲口告诉你*
*只欠一句你答应 点头说你也愿意*
这两句真的很有意义..


明明喜欢却假装毫不在乎..
明明心就在你那边却假装毫不在乎..
这样做对吗?
我真的在乎你..
可是也没人懂..
我自己懂就好..

3/9 Nice memory for all of us...

Today is our friend Mr Tho birthday celebration..
Actually is 4/9 but we make it early cuz many ppl cannot..
Haha..
Mr Tho..
Feel surprise?Feel happy?
Haha..We too smart in acting ad..
Thx to our ah sou Ashley..
You also smart..
Erm is Mr Tho stupid or U smart ah?
Haha..

Sunday we at lucky 10 drink tea that time in front of Mr Tho i got discuss with Ka Young about celebration thing..
But he never heard it..
Stupid la..Haha...
He still tell us no need to celebrate with him..
Then we 2 pretend dunno when is his birthday..
Haha..
Tat time we laughing ad lo...
Well..
U long time no hang out with us we still remember your birthday wan lo..
Got heart wan ma..
Like u meh?
Since u stop study and work ad..
Less call us ad..
Haiz..
This call unfucktable lo..
Haha...

Today total got 12 ppl coming celebrate wit him..
Bobby,Woi Keat,Teklin,Ka Young,Alwin,Ai hui,Jason,Jolin(Li san aka Natalie),Xiao Hao and me..
We choose to celebrate at steambot shop at pyramid..
The name is YUEN..
Ashley is smart..
Can make until Mr Tho come here to eat..
Good job..
When Mr Tho and Ashley arrive them saw Ka Young first..
Ka Young say he come eat with family..
But that time i dunno them arrive ad..
I still go down there..
When Mr Tho saw me..
Change face ad..(Regret didnt take photo of his face at tat time >.<)
Feel surprise..
Haha...
Then he knw wat happening ad..
Haha..

All eat until very happy..
Non stop eating..
But Mr Tho eat steambot + "Jiao Wei"..
His stomach is full of food and "jiao wei"...
Haha..
Boh bian lo..
U also biasa ad lo...
Not first time eating + "jiao wei"..
About 10pm like tat..
Jolin them come ad..
Finish shopping at pyramid then come find us..
Change target ad..
All start to "suan xiao" Jolin ad..
But she also biasa ad...
Just eat and giv us "suan xiao"...
Finish eat all very full ad..
All balik rumah tidur...
Jolin,jason,ai hui and xiao hao them back first cuz 2mr them still got meeting and work..
But we still go for second round..
Go cc again.. =.=
Luckily i didnt go..If not now also cannot write blog..
Haha...
When we on the way back..
Alwin tell us a joke bout him..
He tell us : "U guys know got ppl say my face is 瓜子脸 oh.."
Haha!!
Hello brother!! Wake up lo!!!
That time we all keep laughing non stop..
Now i writing this blog i also laughing..
Haha!!!!!瓜子脸!!!!
Really funny la..
Your joke improve ad..
Haha..

Back home also tired ad..
Haiz..
2mr stil got class..
Now going to bed ad..
But still waiting bobby come find me take car..
Dunno what time also..
Just wait lo..
Boh bian...
K la write until here..
GUD NITEZ!!

Dunno what tittle to put...=.=

Today morning go gym really very tired..

Back home rest and on facebook..

Chat wit a old friend..Hui lin..

Haha..

Is a pretty girl..

Chat chat then feel tired..

Arm start to pain..

Damn..>.<

Then sleep lo..

What to do..

Night go play basketball again..

Haha..

But unlucky..

Rain agian..

Starting is rain little bit only..

Then suddenly start to heavy ad..

We back home and some of my friend go cc..

When i reach home,no rain ad..

So decide to call them all come back..

All play ball..

Haha..

When we finish play ball..

All drink tea at in front of my house mamak..

Bobby also come join us cuz he just finish meeting..

Today he eat ROTI KOSONG!!!

Not mee goreng and ayam goreng!!

Miracle!!!

Haha..The pic will show at down..

Today woi keat "suan xiao" ppl oh..

Teach Kuan Hong how to be a bf..

Haha..

He keep saying Mr.M*k*..

Giv gf lock..

Haha..

Dunno is who lock who..

Mr.Teklin..

U what also knw meh?

I sms with which girl u knw also?=.=ll

U Oh~~ what..

Haha...

Dun act smart ah..

Sure is not cyndi...

Is my other friend lo..

Just finish play sdo with hwan jie and shih bing gor..

Haha..Shih bing gor..

Long time no see u ad..

Is u call me play sdo together wan..

Then say i bully u..

But u improve ad lo..

Hard song no die..

Will pass..

As your teacher..

I glad to see it..

Good job!!Keep it on!!!

Haha..

When playing sdo,think of many memory..

Haha..

This is the secret memory...

Keep in heart better..

Thats all for today^^

Hard to believe Bobby eat ROTI KOSONG!!!

Taste good?I think u force yourself to eat wan..Haiz..

Habis all..@@

Is a new starting for me...And the ending is?

Back from mamak with them all..
Feel sorry to woi keat..
Haiz..
Make wrong decision..
Wk,i'm sorry..
So sorry..
Haiz..
Really very sorry..
Hope u dun angry..
Really hope u will forgive me..


Start going gym at monday..
Enjoying at the gym..
Haha..
Pay money ad still dun wan enjoy ah?
But next day wake up..
My whole body pain..
My arm my chest my stomach..
Oh my god!!
I really pain..
Until now my arm still pain..
But this kind of pain is good for body...
Haha..
Keep on go gym..
This is the target for me..
NEVER GIVE UP ON GYM!!


Finally i'm ok ad..
Didn't go think many ad..
Give up ad..
Stop love a ppl ad..
Maybe this is the right thing that i have made..
拿得起要放得下<-- song also got sing..
I love this word..
Alot of meaning..
Even that i didnt chase u..
Choose to love u with other way..
And i enjoy it..
My friend Bobby tell me..
Just take action and chase the girl u love..
But i cant do it..
Impossible things i wont do..
Maybe is i never try so i think is impossible..
But nvm...
All is pass ad..
I have a new start again..
I love my life..

K la going back to do my revision ad..
BB...

Can i do it?

Final exam is coming ad..
The dead line also near ad..
Haiz..
Can i do it well?
Account account account~~
Marketing marketing marketing~~~
U 2 make me headache...

Is been 1 week i didnt find her anymore..
I starting to forget all the thing bout her..
Didnt sms find her..
Didnt msn find her..
Didnt fetch her back from work anymore..
Maybe this is the good starting for me..

When i knw i fall in love wit her i should keep in my heart..
No ppl knw..
No ppl will say anything bout us..
I share wit my friend what my feel..
But..
Simply take and make fun with it?
What the ???!!
I trust you all..
But what the hell i get back from you all?
Thats y from now start..
I never trust any ppl beside me..

I really care bout what you all saying..
But no ppl knw..
Joke is joke..
But too over..

如果。。。

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出...

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦..

21 + 21 = 42..

U 2 how many year old ad?
Both of you is 42 year old lo..
Haiz...
Marry ad..
Then wan divorce..

When a couple didnt love each other..
Still together for what?
Waste time...
Y dont wan find for the new love?
U 2 didnt love each other..
Just find for the new love..
Y dont wan let go?
1 can let go..
1 cannot let go..
Even you can make her stay..
How bout her heart?
U can make sure she stil love u like last time?
When something is change d..
It could not change back..

My dear brother in law..
Can u be mature abit?
2 year ago..
U take baby away from us..
Put at kapar dont wan let us find her..
Now u trying to take again..
Your mind thinking of what?
Take baby to play?
U do like that then my sister love u more?
Your stupid attitude just make her more hate u..
Change yourself la..
Your thinking just like last time ppl...
What also cannot..
Drink tea with friend cannot..
Go out with friend cannot..
What also cannot..
Then what is can?
Always stick with u?
Hang out with your friend?
How bout my sister friend?
Do u still remember your friend said what to my sis?
"If u dare u bring your daugther come kapar..U and your daugther can in cannot out.."
That time where r u?
Just listen he joking with your wife?
Joke is joke..
Say until your family ad..
U what also no do..
U is man?
For u,friend is more important..
Then y u still wan take baby?
U can take care of her?
U knw her attitude?
U knw her pattern?
U knw what she like,what she dont like?
U knw what time she going to bed?When going to bed got wat thing need to do?
U knw what she scare?
U knw ntg about your daugther!!
When u at klang..Where u go?
Find friend..Drink beer..
Got think wan come to find your baby?
Mayb got..But i dun knw la..
As i knw..I never saw u come to see your baby..
My sis just tell me u go out wit friend ad..
Until now..
Wan divorce ad..
Keep begging to my sis to forgvie u?
U dont wan work..
What also dont wan do..
Can u think of yourself?
How u going to pay your car bil and your call bil without working?
Alamak..Babi bodoh..
Otak pun tak ada..
U keep like that also wont change my sis mind to divorce with u..
Even my sis got new love new life ad..
U are still the baby father..
This wont change...
This also cant motivate u to work hard?
Lazy to talk bout yours thing..
Useless!!!

厌倦了..

对所有的一切都厌倦..
生活..
学业..
感情..
家人..
朋友..
全都厌倦了..

Hot day..

Shit today weather very hot..
Damn!!Hate it so much...
Wk ah Wk ah..
Keep bull shit wit me at car..
Sien lo..
Give u suan 99..
What i do wrong wor?
I treat her also just a friend la..
U think many only ma..
Keep saying that kind of thing..
U got other thing to say o not oh?
Friend cannot treat friend good?
I treat all friend also same de lo..
Haiz..
All misunderstand me la..
Explain only will make it more complicated..
What can i do?
Nvm la..
Accept it lo..
If from the starting i didnt do like that..
The ending also wont become like this..
All is my mistake..
F**K!!
But now really ntg ad ma..
Mayb u dunno what i thinking but i knw wat i'm thinking..
Even is got something in my brain..
I also keep it as a secret for me..
I dun wan share wit other ppl..
I dun like share wit other ppl..
The friend that i tell them is because i trust them..
Them understand..
Them will help me to keep as secret also..
Time will prove everything..

Tuesday..Normal day..

Wake up..
Brush teeth..
Cook myself eat myself..
Wash shirt..
Argue wit sis..
This is my afternoon thing..
Night play ball..

B4 go play ball singh call me to drink tea in front of my house mamak..
He tell me that his ex gf got msg her...
But he didnt reply..
Dunno is real o not..
He wil no reply?
Haha..Hard to believe lo...
I feel that singh very love her..
Haha...
Is a good thing for him...
But he say his ex playing him..
Is playing or not this i dunno lo..
Hope he will solve his problem soon..
Haha...


After finish play ball very tired ah..
My finger pain also..Bengkak..
Haiz..Pity la...
Then go drink tea wit friend..
Today tea is free...
My friend mother treat us eat..
So good...
Next time should call her mother come drink tea wit us again..


Back home after bath i online a while..
See the msn list..
She offline ad..
Haiz...Cant chat wit her...
But nvm la..
Mayb she tired ad..
Today joey share her problem wit me...
Argue wit her bf...
Sad for her..
If can dun argue ma...
Haha..But i hope 2mr them will be good back..


My old friend kuan ong change d..
Change to like normal d..
Like last time de kuan ong..
And he meet a girl that can bully him..
Good job my brother...
Haha...
Dun give up easily...
Just wait her until september...
Haha...

Write until here...
Bb...

Boring and moody monday...

Monday...
This is the worst monday that i have..
Moody..
No motivate..
Alone...
Thinking...
What can i do in my life?
I knw many thing can do..
But this monday make me feel like shit..
My friend having problem wit his gf..
Argue then break up..
He say that the girl cheat him play him..
But together so long ad..
Stil will cheat and play u meh brother?
Actually my friend gf also childish wan la..
Small matter also wan argue wit him..
I suggest him leave the girl for long time ad..
Haha..
Now break up ad..
Is a good news for both of them..


When u fall in love with a person..
U will giv up easily?
I think i start to give up ad..
Haha..
Not sure yet lo..
Mayb i choose to love her in my heart..
Aikz..
Stop thinking bout this better..
This just make me feel no mood=.=
Got anything can let me do to cheer up?
Feel boring in my life ad..
Find ppl to chat..
But no one can chat wit me..
The one who understand me not at my side also...
Haiz sien la...
When i will start a nice relationship?
Dun think better...
What have past is gone ad..
Only left the memory in my brain..

Midnight Bloger

In the midnight,all ppl is sleeping..

But i'm not sleeping..

Is i cant sleep well...

My heart thinking of her again..

Y will start to think of her?

I try to dun sms her dun think her..

But i cant..

No matter what i doing i also will think of her..

When i'm eating..

Izzit she also eating?

Or still not yet eat?

When i'm at outside..

I will think what she doing now?

My brain will auto start to think of her..

I keep blame myself..

Y will like tat?

I cant continue like that..

I need to stop behave like tat..

I must do it!!

Actually what does Friend mean?

Always hang out?

Always contact?

Knw each other for long time mean is a friend?

I dont knw the meaning of Friend for long time ad..

Who can explain to me?

Who can tell me?

Who can be my friend?

Who can teach me how to find a friend?

Who can let me knw go where to find a real friend?

Friendship forever still appear in this world?

Or just say by mouth only?

If didnt have any meaning,y many ppl like to say it?

Ntg to say d...

Continue my blog 2mr better..