Wait and wait..

Feel tired ad..Headache ad..
But still waiting for someone..
Waiting to chat wit her..
Waiting her online..
Wait and wait..

Today whole day no go out..
No smoke also..
Only at night go out a while and smoke bout 4 batang...
This is the good starting for me...

Erm..
Am I stupid?
Haha.. No ppl knw it also..
Will u wait a ppl until midnight?
Dunno u all will o not..
But i really will...
Haha...^^
Erm..When knw she on9 ad..
I also happy ad..
Whole day no mood..
Dunno y..
Maybe is i start to change ad..
Change to how?
I also dunno...

New name for myself..Secret Guy..

At the morning 4am i still cant sleep..

Dunno y..This few day also like that..

Just cant sleep at the early..

Secret Guy..

I think this name suitable for me..

Maybe i really have many secret..

Keep and keep..

Dun want share with people..

Even is friend i also dun wan share..

When i realize something about myself and that is the truth..

I trying to proof it that i'm serious..

No ppl believe and the thing i do, it may wrong and bring many effect to other ppl...

I keep it as a secret..

Didnt tell any ppl...

Even is i hope the ppl knw bout the secret..

I also scare to tell the ppl..

This is the thing i fear..

When you wan tell a ppl something but u scare to tell the ppl..

What do u feel?

Suffer?

The feeling i having now i guess no ppl will knw it..

I like a pic...

The pic say :"Whenever I Miss U,i wont look 4 u in my dream or try to hear ur voice in ur msg.I just put my right hand across my chest and feel U."

Meaningful and i love it so much..

This sentencse really got that meaning..

Now i put my right hand across my chest..

I really feel u..

Who r u?

Do u realize?

Should i just take u away by using my right hand?

Ops sry i try b4 ad..

Cant do it also..

But no ppl will knw who the person i saying..

Erm..Mayb time can make me change..

Future thing no ppl knw also..

Haha...